not what happened...

[Oz]

but maybe what should have?

?You don?t want the truth. No! That?s not even it! It goes past that. You don?t want the truth. You would rather live in that fucking world that you have made for yourself. The world where I?m perfect and we?re perfect, and nothing is ever important, unless it?s us. The world where we never fight. The world that you have made for yourself. And that?s the world that I can?t live in. I guess that?s something that you never understood. And I get that. I mean, I guess I never should have asked you to understand it. There was no way that a person like you can even comprehend a person like me. We don?t live in the same world. Cuz you live in a world that you made for yourself. Because you couldn?t live in this world. In the world that I live in. The real world. Where things actually happen, and nobody?s perfect. I guess this is it, then? Well, it was good while it lasted. And I would never say that I regretted it, cuz I didn?t and I don?t. But you need to find yourself. You always made fun of me for that. ?Finding yourself? Great, another excuse!? But while I was off finding myself, you sank further into your world. And that?s what did it. That?s what ended us. Thanks for the experience. Bye!?

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"What you should be doing with me..."

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[This message has been edited by Oz (edited July 10, 2001).]

[IKKAKUMON]

Wow.
I knew someone like that once. But I was never able to articulate it like you have.

Thank you for sharing that.